Actually it's not but i thought this phrase might look cool.
To be honest, this is another evening. Another evening without you.
Strange thing is that im not really feeling sad.
And im not feeling empty.
I thought i supposed to feel something.
But im not doing.
Yes, i miss you.
Yes, i wish you were here to see this all.
I mean, my life and all..
I'd be happy to be with you now.
But im not.
And im not feeling anything about it.
Am i going to?
You meant so much to me.
I mean, you still do.
But is this love?
Am i going to love you and only you forever, as i thought before?
You know, i thought, that you are one of a kind.
Like im not going to love anyone anymore.
But im not feeling this anymore.
Honestly - im not sure is this good or bad.
Probably this is just how the things are.
I just had to tell it to someone.
Good night. It is 10:47 PM as im still working on it.